Why? Why this even happen to me. You come suddenly. Yeah, I'm the happiest girl that time.  But after all of this. I guess I only got your body without feels. Presence without soul. Feel like talking to the new person. I miss the old you, who is full of love, sincerely loves me.

I don't even know what your attention is but I'm still openly without thinking full force loving you. Just the same like before or maybe more than before. 

I love you so much but I'm also in pain so much. I cried a lot. Thinking that you have changed. A lot. I don't know if you love me or not. Or maybe you just miss the memories. Not me.