past

Hello.
It is been a while since I got busy with my diploma and recently my laptop got repaired. So how your life going? Getting better? Or nah? Its already midnight and I suppose to sleep but I don't know why my heart so eager to looking back the older post of this blog.

Re-read back my older post is really hilarious. I don't know why but. whenever I read it. I was feel like. Omg what the heck I have been doing for this past years ago. It is not like too gross/annoy but just so...not myself like right now. Maybe I already change? Am I changing due the growth process? Am I getting old and got that matured-enzyme lol haha. I really hope that I am change to that good side. Perhaps. Sorry my post is getting way too serious because suddenly I got too emotional.

What I can say from reading back the older post my blog is my love life is so tragic. 80% of the post in this blog is about my love life. How is going. What happen. Why I feel so sad etc. I keep talking how bad my love life. I feel sad to myself tbh. I can't take care my heart itself. I let it hurt by irresponsible people and I express it into this blog. How pathetic my teen years.

But I learn from this tragic stories. Because now I feel like young, wild and free? You have became stronger than before. Things happen for a reason. You can't blame people who ruin your past. You are the one who hold your own past. So it is a mistake. That human always do. And learn by it.

Maybe I should stop because its getting like speech and I really appreciate whoever read this post or blog today or before this. Thank you x.